Losing you.

I watched her every day, I watched her lose herself more and more, she stumbles to find the balance between reality and what isn’t real, She walks down this long road she calls life. She wants to smile but her smile has been broken down by everyday life. She longs to be loved, she longs for the boy who said…

Life is short..

Sitting here in my room alone and thinking with my thoughts running all over the place it hits me how short life is and how we take it for granted most days. I was at work earlier when CNN decided to alert my phone to tell me about the death of Kristof St John who plays “Neil Winters” on the…

It’s ok to be different :)

Does it even really make sense or do we not always realize how much mental illness actually takes over our life, we long so bad to be normal, to be understood yet no one truly gets us no one truly understands they all say ” you can turn it off” like it’s a light switch and once the lights go…

Missing the old me.

Good morning my lovelies, it’s a beautiful Sunday morning and I’m wide awake now, so might as well start a blog right? 🤷‍♀️ anyway it’s been so weird for me this weekend and the last couple of days and as always I’m going to be honest with you guys. What’s been going on? I literally do not feel like myself…

When life happens..

So things have been pretty crazy on my end lately, I haven’t felt like myself at all and I’m taking my medicine like I’m suppose to but I’ve been really sick and tired and not feeling like myself and I’m not sure why, I wish things were a little better but gotta keep pushing because that’s all I can do.…

Sunday feelings..

I apologize for not blogging yesterday, it was such a long day yesterday and I wasn’t feeling like myself at all. I woke up did everything normally and once I took my depression/anxiety medicine my body obviously didn’t take well to that at all, I was literally unable to do anything yesterday and it sucked feeling extremely weird all day…